Confused Soul

My mind is in chaos Who am I? What do I want? But it's as if there's still a little bit of sanity left inside of me... Something that sustains me, that guides me and keeps me from falling apart. I just want to be normal, but how do you do that? I feel like I exist, but I don't really live. Everything has become dangerously surreal and I no longer know the difference between reality and fiction, between thought and imagination. Will there be any hope left for my confused soul?