My thoughts consume me.

Those nights where I don't sleep thinking and thinking about thousands of things, I reach a point where my mind just can't take it anymore and I go into a mental breakdown. My thoughts become increasingly irritating and I begin to feel, how little by little I am turning into another person. A totally different person than I am, with totally out of the ordinary thoughts. I try to persuade those thoughts, but they are stronger than me and in the end they end up consuming me. My only way to get rid of all this hell is to see the light come through the window in the morning.