Turning my thoughts over and over, going different ways, looking for meaning in my life. I lost my way and could not find myself again. Being immersed in my loneliness, I doubted many things, I doubted myself. There came a moment when I saw myself sitting in a corner of the room, a very dark corner. Imagining the things I could have done and that I simply did not do. Looking at my reflection through the window of that room, far from reality. I began to watch as I slowly faded away, wasting away in a majestic way. At the end I could understand that the meaning of life, of my life, was to fade away and then begin to live a new life, incarnated in another being.