I've learned to live with hallucinations. When they don't scare the shit out of me, I have fun with them. I have all sorts of weird memories of different hallucinations, all without the use of drugs....my favs: a scuba diver with an aqua-colored spear slithered up my wall when I lived in Cali, an African god held out his hand to me when I was a teen, and there was a tree that always looked like a massive mickey mouse, on the way to home in Cali.